I was tensed right from the moment I confirmed my admission in the Academy (Hereinafter I will refer to my institute, Light & Life Academy as Academy). I watched different reviews from time to time, talked to my seniors about my decision, and of course talked to myself as well. I was not confused but rather nervous after seeing such a intense quality of pupil and their work at the Academy. Also the kind of people are going to be my batch mates, are very talented and creative. So will I be able to make my way through this? And here it comes; my bad habit of being tensed at times and also for most trivial things in life is an annoying one. At times, I myself get pissed off by this. However, it is also true that at times I don't get tensed and become irritably cool and people get pissed off by seeing my reluctant attitude. Sangita calls me an abnormal human being and sometimes also says that you may have come from some other planet and still trying to adapt the ways of our emotional ventilation.
Now enough of this 'BS' talks. I am going to go to Ooty on the 7th of August and that is also a little messy. My flight from Kolkata to Coimbatore is a connecting flight through Mumbai. The flight from Mumbai was supposed to leave at 12-45 p.m. but now it is rescheduled at 2-55 p.m. I will not have that much of time to get to Ooty after I will reach Coimbatore. So, planning to stay there for the night and start for Ooty on the next day morning. I guess its for something that God has stored for me. Lets see what happens.
The worst part of this entire stay at Ooty will be staying away from Sangita. Yes I know what you people are gonna say, that I am overreacting or may be showing off to impress her. No, am not in a mood for such things. We are together for last 5 years and there is a bonding that we have which compels us to be together even after a very very bad fight. Yes!!! this is what I am going to miss, the fights. there are few things which we cant miss at times, and fighting for flimsy things are one of those.
After all these, will come the hardest part for me, The Packing. Whenever I need to pack, I seem to feel like one of the characters of Jerome K. Jerome's classic comedy, Three Men in a Boat. I always miss something or the other to pack, so I make a very long and annoying list, which during the time of re-pack gives me a terrible headache to follow and get the things repacked. Once I was in Pune and I lost the list. That was my happiest moments and I took no time to rampage my own things and just stuff them back in my bag. But yes that's just the other side of me which doesn't come out very often. Usually I care a damn about what I am getting with me and what's not. Last time I forgot my entire set of toiletries and guess what, I woke up next morning, went to the lavatory and then realised that I dint bring anything. The misery was, it was a Sunday and had to wait till the shops open the next day to buy soaps and a razor. horrible ain't it? No it isn't, because that's the beauty of it. 'Ti's called adventure and I at times love it.
I am also a little bored, because just two weeks back I dint have enough time even talk to my parents as I was working for different projects. And look at me now, jobless, penniless (obviously after I got admitted in the Academy) sitting back home and day dreaming (not actually, but read in the books that jobless people do that, so wrote it). HORRIBLE!!!!!!
Anyways, there will be a year long update through my blog and I will keep writing as it gives me strength to fight the fatigue of the day to day life. Quoting Anton Chekov I conclude my account today.
"Any idiot can face a crisis, but it is the day-to-day life which wears us out"
